Whatever Happened To...

common decency? Respect for thy fellow man? Treating others as you would care to be treated? I have my heart broken every day because I care for others so. Does this happen to anyone else? Am I alone in my overwhelming need to make others happy? Feeling good takes nearly no effort at all and yet it seems so foreign to the rest of the free world. I have bad days. I get bummed out and long for someone to release on...but I refrain from hurting others to appease the grumpy bear inside. I do not take out my misfortunes on anyone for any reason. Unless provoked. I am talking to you, leatherface cunt. Yeah, you. Did you have a rough one? Are you so unhappy with your existence that you must force anger on anyone unfortunate enough to stumble into your web of self loathing and intolerable cruelty? Did the three dollar extra charge on your meal this evening (so that you could inhale exactly what you wanted) really turn you into the beast i was to deal with? Or were you just biding your time before striking with your sickening impatience and insufferable rudeness? Was it truly necessary for you then to make it personal because I was refusing your inane requests and angry taunts? How is that a proportionate response? You got your fucking noodles, I explained before paying that a charge of THREE DOLLARS would be incurred and yet you waited, then pounced. Have listening skills gone the way of the dodo as well? When apologies and soft, calming tones are no longer enough to satiate a raving bitch bent on getting her three bucks back, are we really so civilized? I would much rather live on all fours in a dank swamp with not a whisper of light. Then, when someone crosses my turf, I would merely rip off there face and feed their entrails to my many four legged and frenzied children. The end. No stress, no hurt feelings, not a thought of it would linger in my mind cuz you'd be dead and consumed, forever part of my digestive track but out of my brain. It sucks that I am so affected by others. Especially their negativity. "Be the change you wish to see in the world" and I suppose maybe that's all the lesson I need. Self restraint has become such a virtue as it so rarely utilized. Please lord, don't let that woman reproduce...I may be forced to eat her offspring and I'm watching my figure.