can you love someone without knowing them? must we speak of such things so very soon? must it all appear so very rapidly? if you feel it, should you say it?
I am a part of something quite tormented...it's called a workplace. Man, do those things blow.
am I able to love without full disclosure? are you? is anybody? sleep has been difficult...I wonder if this guilt is necessary. is that cruel or pragmatic? sometimes c'est difficile... do I enjoy keeping myself in a cage? attached to everything all at once...I do enjoy being busy i suppose.
my entire apartment smells of lilacs and mums, and orchids and daisies, and some other shit I'd like to learn about. It's quite romantic. not sure how to feel about it. undeserving feels I. if I wasn't an asshole that believed in 'deserve' as an action word...maybe. i wrote poetry once. I think it was good. whatever that means. between the click of the light and the start of the dream says I by way of someone else. I want to be good and do good. it doesn't necessarily have to relate to someone else, does it? can i exist in a kindness state of solitude where i try for no one attention but for my own peace of mind...
a girl can dream
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